I've Been Up In The Air - A Special Playlist featuring 30 Seconds To Mars

Hello everyone, the weather is really bad so I'd like to use the time I still got with the working internet connection to present you a little playlist. 30 Seconds To Mars released a new music video for their song Do Or Die (I'd love to link you but it's not available in Germany) what once again reminded me how much I actually love this band. Between all the pop punk and screaming they get lost sometimes, so it's time to cherish them in an extra post.

A Modern Myth

Oh all the tears I cried when they announced their break and I didn't know when they'd be back. Obviously this was the best song I could have chosen, sometimes you just need some dramatic songs in your life.

Up In The Air

The first new song they released; I still remember how excited I was until it finally came out, how happy I was when I heard Jared's voice again combined with completely new sounds, how great it felt to finally have them back again. 

The Race

You saved my life with blood and through sacrifice... and that's what I'd like to thank this band for. 

Do Or Die

If you don't live in Germany congrats, go and watch the video to this song! If you're from Germany, there's a video on facebook going around!
When I watched it, it sent shivers down my spine and gave me goosebumps because it's so beautiful how fans aren't just fans but this one big family and everybody is connected no matter what background you have and yeah...

Bright Lights


This is one of the songs that makes me wonder how it's possible to create something beautiful. Like, when I listen to this song, it's like Jared appears at the door of my house with some ice cream so I let him in, he tells me to sit down on the couch where he wraps me into a blanket and sings to me until I feel better again. 

100 Suns

I believe in nothing 
Not the end and not the start
I believe in nothing
Not the earth and not the stars
I believe in nothing
Not the day and not the dark
I believe in nothing
But the beating of our hearts

I believe in nothing
100 suns until we part
I believe in nothing
Not in sin and not in God
I believe in nothing
Not in peace and not in war
I believe in nothing
But the truth in who we are
Closer To The Edge

When I listen to this song, I see how I had to fight with myself to go to school. I see how I was so scared of interacting with people. I see how I listened to this song what gave me at least some strength back. Enough strength to go to school, enough to interact. I see how I went to see Mars live for the first time, I see how I cried during this song because I realised how stupid everything was at this point of time. I see how I wanted to give up so many times but I didn't because this song always caught me before I hit the ground. I see how it gave me back so many things. It gave me back my smile, my hope, my will to fight. It taught me so many things - to stop regretting things, for example. It taught me that you only got this one life so you could as well turn it into the greatest thing that ever happened to you. 

Alibi

I fell apart but got back up again.