Thursday, April 11, 2013

Music is cheaper and sometimes more effective than therapy

Today I want to show you my playlist for moments when I have troubles coping with my mind, unfortunately today is one of those days, so let's go. 

Of Mice & Men - Second & Sebring

As you may know I got the lyrics of the chorus tattooed on my arm for several reasons. First of all to cover up some stuff I didn't want to see anymore but mostly because I'm so thankful to have this band in my life. Second & Sebring is probably the most special song I know, it's so powerful, emotional and contains a very important message. 




Of Mice & Men - The Great Hendowski


Read this book, you were meant to live
It all means so much to me
But note what's written in red
It says…
It speaks of hope, trust, and love,
The fear of never being good enough
We are all made the same
I know it's tough, but please don't give up
Don't speak that way, 'cause I won't allow you
You're too young to live this way
Just close your eyes and see
The true meaning
You're too young to live this way
Just look around and see
That life is beauty.

I don't think I have to say more, do I. 



In my opinion this is the best song they wrote so far, I don't know what else I should say about it, it's just brilliant.


This is one of the songs that makes me feel like I'm floating around, like everything's gonna be okay after all. 


Yeeeeah, I like torturing myself with songs like this one. Listen to the Straight To DVD version, it definitely kicks you in the guts, especially when Juliet Simms' part starts. I don't really know why I listen to this when I'm sad anyway but sometimes you just need to cry a little, right? (If you say this doesn't make you tear up, you're a liar or plain weird.)


Sometimes all you need is Oli screaming into your ears. The louder you turn up the volume, the faster the voices in your mind shut up. 


Another song I sometimes cry over. Oli sounds so desperate and sad that I just wanna hug him and tell him that it'll be fine but then again this song contains lyrics I'd paint on the walls in my room or print on a shirt and wear it on bad days or even ink it on my body: "We all have our horrors and our demons to fight but how can I win when I'm paralyzed? They crawl up on my bed, wrap their fingers round my throat, is this what I get for the choices that I made?"Guess I don't have to mention how perfect Lights' voice is and how perfect it fits to the song. 


Tony Perry is a damn fine guitarist, that's something you can't only tell from this song, but I love blocking out Vic and only concentrate on the guitars. That's a) really nice to get your mind off the stupid thoughts and b) awesome because as I said Tony is awesome. 


After King For A Day my favourite song on Collide With The Sky and definitely one of my favourite PTV songs in general. 


I'm so proud to be able to sing along to this freakin' song, it took me forever and my voice can't keep up with Kellin anyway but it's definitely fun. The person who decided to let Vic and Kellin sing together deserves an award and I really hope they'll do this again soon!


Well, what can I say... huge thanks to Pierce The Veil for writing this song, I lost count of the times it helped me more than any other song, especially this part: "If I were you, I'd put that away. See you're just wasted and thinking bout the past again, darling you'll be okay."
Yes, I will be okay. It took me a while to realise that and sometimes I don't really believe it but yes. 
(No offense but I prefer the version with Jenna McDougall from Tonight Alive: [x]


Don’t wake me up if I’m sleeping this life away 
Tell me that I’ll never be good enough 
Sometimes it hurts to think it could really be that way 
It won’t be that way

I’m tired and I’m lost 
I don’t wanna be found 
I put my heart and my soul 
And strength in this now

So forgive me ‘cause I won’t forget that 
Yeah, this world has changed me 
So you know when you ask me

Who are you now? 
Did you say what you want? 
Don’t go back to the start 
I’m asking, who are you now? 
Did they break you apart? 
Won’t you fight back for what you want?

Sometimes you gotta fall before you fly 
We’re gonna work it out.

I'm considering "Sometimes you gotta fall before you fly" as my next tattoo, the rest of the lyrics isn't less accurate and sometimes it scares me how much lyrics fit to my situation. 


I don't even know what to say about this one, Josh is one of my favourite vocalists on the planet and this song is just pure brilliance and I know this sounds exaggerated but I love it more than coffee and just okay. 


The song that made me fall in love with You Me At Six. There are days when I don't do anything else than listening to it and I don't seem to get tired of it, it's just good for my soul. 


Stop blending in and start speaking out! 
You'll never know what you can do if you don't try now. 
Lift up your eyes discouraged one. 
Keep moving forward 'til your battles have been won.

They say you were created to do great things, 
But words only come to life when you believe. 
Stop blending in. Start speaking out! 
Don't miss your opportunity.


You know, when you don't hear encouraging words like these from people around you, you stick to lyrics like the ones above. These are the things that keep me going, that keep me chasing my dreams (by the way you support this dream if you're reading this right now so thank you so much!!) and that help me focusing instead of giving up.


Looks like this is my longest blog post ever, it would be super awesome if you guys could leave a comment, throw your opinions at me and I'll bake cookies for you (no seriously, let me know if this playlist helped you or if you want me to do more playlists in the future, JUST FINALLY TALK TO ME OKAY THANKS!)


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